by
QuinOg
What the fuck! It's like 2:45 in the morning and this broad hasn't called me.. But why am I trippin I'm suppose to cool about the whole situation? It's not like were a couple or no shit like that. I go visit her a couple of times a month eat her pussy, buy her anything that she may think that she wants and this is the repayment that I get. Hell that sounds like some of the things that a couple does. See this is what I get for trickin off to an ungrateful ass tramp. I mean dag she could humor a sista and call her every now and then.

Why am I even bothering with this gyrl? See I should have known that she was going to be trouble when I first met her. See what had happened was. (Why when black folks start a story that's the first thing they say?) I ask her has she ever been with a woman before? She says no because I technically still have a man. Oh shit I think to myself. If you still have a man then why are we having these kinds of conversations? She replies that right now he and I are having problems. So what, does that mean that its ok for us to talk I ask? Yeah she laughs with that cute ass laugh. I do the same. Right then I think to myself, Its all good I could never get serious about this broad. Boy was I sooo fuckin wrong!!

Three years later

I'm on the phone with my friend Danay cryin my eyeballs out because she has played me. She was fuckin some dude and I've found out..I say to Danay here I am thinking that everything is all good all the while this bitch is out hoe-hoppin..I shouldn't be trippin though this is how she came to me..She was kickin it with this nigga when I met her so it should come as no surprise that she is out fuckin and probably suckin these nigga's on the daily.

Danay says, "I'm sure that that she has a reason for doing what she did!" I say between sobs there is NEVER a reason that is good enough to justify one cheating.. Danay asks what are you going to do? I say I'm going to keep on breathing and keep on living..I know what Danay means Am I going back? My mind is saying one thing but my heart is saying another thing..After talking all that shit to myself about not falling for a broad like her what did I do You know I went and fell deep in love with that chick.

Nine months later

See now this isn't to bad..we seem to have better communication and its like she loves me soooo muoch now..Yeah we are really in love now..I know in the past she lied and cheated but she says that she would never do that again.. The hurt is gone and the wound is beginning to heal.. So now it's almost our four-year anniversary and I'm going to pop up on her and surprise her.

I get to her apartment knock once knock twice..before I knock a third time a half-naked brown skinned brother with a towel around his waste answers her door.. He says, "yeah what's up"? I look over his shoulder and see her walkin towards the door wearing the plum Fredrick of Hollywood nighty I bought her..I look at him with tears in my eyes and say sorry to interrupt you I've got the wrong apartment...

Dayum aint having a love life a bitch!

THE END

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