__________by Tene'
Like the sound of the crickets,
chirping in the night;
I can't get you out of my head.
Like the constant hum,
of daily life;
I can't stop thinking of you.
I wish I could tell you.
I wish I knew why I am still thinking of you.
We were distant teammates, yet friends
I never realized how special you were.
Never noticed how you watched from a far
Now I wonder if you dream of me.
Because in my dreams your all I see.
I would've sworn I was straight as a line.
Yet I was warmed by your hearts inner shine.
I wonder now if you thought of me,
like I think of you.
Looking back now, I see the hints;
The subtle messages buried in the looks.
God if I wasn't so deep in my books,
So deep in my world to see that
I was all in your world.
What were you thinking
the times you roomed with me?
When we changed
side by side in the locker room?
When you posed for me,
as I snapped pictures for you?
When you leaned back on me,
while she was at your side?
What were you thinking when you walked by me
And did not speak?
Where you trying to deny me
The way I did you.
Are we both feeling the regret?
Now as I sit in the night
And, I know that I can't fight
These feelings that are within me,
The ability to love blindly
Not seeing gender not desiring a sex.
Just looking at what's inside the chest.
Now I know what was inside yours.
And I know it is good.
But, just like Tene
To be a day late
Now
I am a heart short.
I feel now you were the one.
I just want to see you again.
To talk with you again;
To see my reflection in your eyes again;
And finally be held in your arms head to chin
Two women,
More than close friends.
