by StrawberriiFEMMEit's her eyes
__though i'm not looking
her wordz
__and i cant hear her voice
her smile uplifting
__if only i could see
she governs me
__and i'm left with no choice ...
i had a dream
__a wonderful dream
__of she and i as friends
it's just a dream
__a silly one
__and i can ONLY pretend
that she would have me
__hear my thoughts
__give hers in return
but i hold my feelings
__deep inside
__it aches it grows it burns
i'm not ashamed
__just insecure
__and lord knows i know better
it's hard to let these walls come down
__even harder to throw down a ladder
and what makes it worse is
__i'm not even sure
__if she's thinking of me this way
i try hard to hide it
__i feel immature
__sometimes i don't know what to say
can't say i've been down this
__road before
__and i don't know where it will lead
can't say that i'm deeply in love with her
__not trying to harvest her seed
just want to know
__why i feel this way
__what power she holds over me
can't stop thinking about her
__she's in my dreams
__the next time i see her i'll speak..
