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by
DatGyrlSkittles
So it's been three months, and I'm still hanging around. I don't know why this girl has such a hold on me, but it's keeping me coming back to her, no matter
how annoyed, angry, frustrated and disappointed I get
that she isn't completely mine yet. Look at her there.
Eyes closed, head thrown back, probably thinking right
now about how she's been allowed to have her cake and
eat it too. The nerve of that chocolate brown goddess
who I call the love of my life. Five feet, nine inches
of toned, tanned beauty, deep brown eyes, lips like
luscious strawberries, and a shy sexiness that drips
from her pores. For two long years I've been wanting
her all for myself, and for a while it seemed like I
had her. However things are not always what they seem.
That's me there, over her left shoulder, with a look
of annoyance on my face. The reason I'm wearing that
look you ask? The reason is lurking just over her
right shoulder. That brown skinned little spinster is
one of the "complications" in me and Mira's
relationship. Granted, the two of them hooked up, just
as fuck buddies, months before Mira and I started
dating. That heffa, Tina, made it clear she wanted
nothing more than friendship and sex from Mira, and
Mira was just fine with that. However, when Mira and I
started dating, I was expecting that agreement to
change to just friendship. I know that Mira and I do
not even live in the same state, that's why we decided
not to rush into a committed long distance
relationship. But I thought it was somewhat understood
after I professed my love for her, and she did the
same in return, that we would stop sleeping with other
people. I guess not because Mira kept right on
sleeping with Tina three months after our thing
started. Not only that, but Tina, feeling threatened
by me and realizing what she could lose indefinitely,
started feeding Mira all kinds of bullshit about how
she's realized she likes Mira as more than just a fuck
buddy, but is afraid she'd just break Mira's heart.
She knew it was bullshit. I knew it was bullshit. And
I was going to make sure Mira knew it too.
"That's bullshit Mira" I told her on the phone the day
she flew into town to spend the week with me. On the
other end, Mira was sitting on a plane that was just
an hour and a half from my city. I was to be the first
person she saw when she got off of the plane.
"See I knew you were going to say that Rayne, that's
why I wasn't going to tell you."
"Yes you were, because you tell me everything. That's
the kind of relationship we have, that you don't have
to lie to me no matter what it is. And you know that's
why Tina is doing this, because she feels threatened
by what we have."
"And what do we have Rayne? You tell me you love me,
I'm perfect for you, I'm everything you want in a
woman, but yet and still I can't have you totally. And
why is that again??"
I rolled my eyes hard at my cell phone. "Mira, how
many times have we had this conversation? I want you
to look at a map and count the states that separate
us. I told you a million times I don't like long
distance relationships. I don't think it would be fair
for me or you that we can't be together nearly as much
as we want. Hell, I can't even get a hug and a kiss
from you without putting in for vacation time at
work."
"So then why are we together then Rayne? If you feel
this doesn't work for you, then why don't you just say
so?"
"Because Mira, I love you, and I believe you when you
say you love me. You're moving here in less than five
months and I can wait that long for us to have the
real thing instead of us rushing into something right
now that's just going to end in disappointment. Look
baby, I don't want to fight with you. We're about to
spend a wonderful week together, something we don't
get to do very often. All I'm saying is.. *deep
breath* Tina is only feeding you that shit because she
wants to keep fucking you and throwing it in my face
every chance she gets. Please tell me you don't
believe the stuff she says."
"Look Rayne, I do love you but Tina and I have a
purely sexual relationship. And until you tell me to
end it with her, or better still, to be totally
committed to you and you to me, then."
"You know I'm not going to say that to you Mira." The
truth was, though I was annoyed with Mira's little
side piece, I was enjoying the single life here at
home as well. You know how they say when you don't
have a woman no woman wants you but when you do
EVERYONE wants you? So true. Since Mira and I started
our thing, I haven't wanted for a date yet. There was
always a pretty face waiting to show me a good time
and that was cool, but what I really wanted was for
all those faces to disappear and for Mira's to be the
one I saw everyday and night. Still, I wasn't about to
give up my options and settle for a long distance
romance, nor would I ask Mira to do so for me.
"I'm serious Rayne. If you tell me to end it with
Tina, then I'll call her right now and it will be over
before this plane hits the ground."
I didn't feel like discussing it any further because I
didn't want to start off our week together with an
argument. "Mira, I'm getting off the phone now so I
can be at the airport in time to pick you up. Flight
lands at noon right?"
"Yes baby. Gate 214." She replied, probably thinking
the same thing I was.
"Ok, I'll see you in a few."
We said goodbye and I bolted out the front door to the
other love of my life, a 2003 black expedition that
was still shiny from having just been washed. I love
the power I felt behind the wheel of "Raheim" and the
way people seem to make way for us whenever and
wherever we go. Raheim made me feel sleek, sexy and
classy, like I was the absolute SHIT with mine. Only
one other thing in my life could make me feel like
that and that was Mira. She'd never met Raheim and I
was just itching to introduce her to him, his spacious
backseat in particular.
I navigated through the confusing ass airport and
pulled up at Gate 214 just in time to see Mira coming
out of the revolving doors, luggage in each hand. She,
along with about 12 other people, stopped in her
tracks and stared at me and Raheim. There's that
feeling again, I'm just too flyy. Mira rushed over and
hopped into the passenger's side.
"Oh my god Rayne it's beautiful! Damn gyrl this ride
is flyer than you described" Mira was gushing over
Raheim so much I started to feel a little jealous.
She'd barely said hi to me.
"Well are you gonna say hi to me or should I leave you
and Raheim alone for a while?" In reply, she reached
across the seat and gave me a long, deep, passionate
hello kiss. When our lips parted, I was so short of
breath all I could do was look at her.
"There's your hello baby, but as for Raheim, if you
leave us alone you might not get him back. The leather
under my ass is just screaming 'Let's run away
together'" We both laughed as I pulled away from the
curb.
We got back to my house in roughly half an hour. We
were barely beyond the front door before we were all
over each other, kissing hungrily, clothes flying
through the air. We never even made it to my bedroom.
I ended up pushing her back onto the living room couch
and laying my naked body on top of hers. I wanted to
kiss her forever, but I felt like if I didn't taste
her immediately, I would go insane. Without
hesitation, I eased my way down her body, kissing and
licking every inch of her skin on the path to my
destination. She smelled as good as she looked lying
naked there under me, and her taste was exquisite. I
parted her lips further and settled my face there
between her thighs. My mouth quickly found her clit
and went into hyperdrive, licking, sucking and gently
biting her until she grabbed the back of my head with
both hands, shaking wildly. I wanted to make it last
longer but when I looked up and saw the sexy expression on her face, I knew she was on the verge of
cumming and I couldn't wait any longer to feel her
milky love gushing into my mouth. I reached one hand
up and rubbed her clit with a finger while I shoved my
tongue as far into her as I could. She cried out in
ecstasy as my tongue explored every contracting wall,
bringing her to a mind blowing climax.
I knew my work was done when in the midst of her
trembling, she pushed my face away and moaned "come
here daddy". I obeyed, crawling back up and holding
her in my arms. She kissed me and licked away every
bit of her flavor that was left on my lips, then
whispered in my ear "I love you so much Rayne". At
that moment, I realized how much I loved and missed
this woman and I couldn't allow myself to let her get
away. I decided that I was going to make her mine,
completely mine, before she got on the plane home at
the end of the week. I looked down into the face of
the woman I loved and with a kiss to her forehead, I
replied "I love you too Mira" |
