__________by Downlow
I feel torn
Between my feelings for you
And knowing what I need
I want to inhale you
Breathe in the loneliness, the pain, the mistrust, and the doubts
And exhale into you
All my love, faith, and the deep commitment I have for you
If I could look into you eyes
Those windows to your soul
What would I see?
There was a time, not too long ago
That I looked into your beautiful eyes
And I saw what made me complete
But now, I stare into space
Wanting, wishing, and yearning to see your face
Needing to hear your voice
You wouldn't even hold me
Like you did before
Did I wound you?
I have dreams of you, I had one last night
My mind just gone in endless flight
It was so real, I could feel you
I could smell your scent
Taste your lips
Feel your pain
Make it mine
I tasted your skin
Remembering when we just held one another
I long for you
It is a fire that even you can't control
Even though you try to
By saying you only want to be my friend
By saying that you thought that I was pushing you away
Although
You know, all I want is to you
I have an all-consuming passion for your mind, body, and soul
All I ever wanted
Is for you to feel half for me, what I feel for you
But, you have said, that it is not meant to be
Forever, my sweetness
For you, I have my one only weakness.
