_____by Eclipse

Why would you tell me if you didn't want me to know?
Why allow me to love if I couldn't let it show?

Thoughts that come to mind got me seeing in pain, now there's this misdemeanor from trying to stop the rain.

I notice more than what appears - keeping grounded in the defestation of peers, as they act out their primal fears.

Listening to your word as it flows, the herbal essence of what is naturally you has my reception slow.

They say the voice in my head is your sweet subconscienceness getting through.
And everything within me wants to believe this to be true.

Simply understand the reason that I am
Fearful of thoughts that fail to define
Wanting to simply understand the reason I am
Jealous of thoughts that I can not find

Is it possible to hate the other that is me,
wouldn't it be easier to set myself free?

You allow me to love so strong
but not allow the love to be passed on?

Have I sowed the seeds that have been planted
Is this why my mind so enchanted

Allowing my body to follow my mind
What else is out there to find
Why has justice been so unblind
Where did the time go while in this bind
How can I undo my mortal crimes
without selling my soul to the unsublime

Your realness is sinking in too fast
The power of my now is my forsaken past
Why didn't you tell me this could never last

WHY DID I EXPERIENCE WHAT I CAN NEVER HAVE!!!

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