_____by Whipped_Creamin
Right now i sit here with a huge lump in my throat,
I just told u I loved u and u tore me down.
I thought after this was when we got closer, but to me it seems like you're just playin' around.
When u said what u said, did u mean it how i took it?
Or was i just mistaken, anyone else would have had a fit.
Tears fill my eyes and im on the verge of a breakdown, but u wouldn't even know, u say u was just tryna clown.
Am i in too deep, if i am who will dig me out?
I dug this hole myself, thinking, i dont even know what about.
Finally felt like love could cure me, but feels now like only more taintedness is to come. Am i setting myself up for heartbreak or am i just trying to have fun?
What will this teach me if it fails, seems to me like life is one big lesson, not meant to be enjoyed or savored, feels like all is planned, so why am i stressin??
