by
Slanted Beauty
_____5’9, 160, caramel skinned, long hair to my shoulder blades, and a six pack that would make Janet Jackson jealous. It seems that I can never stay faithful to my girl because females continue to be attracted to me and unlike a normal person I just cant say no, to the seductive sent of a woman. I wasn’t a stud, or a femme I like to think I am in between the two. I like to think that I am a successful sistah, educated and I own my own consulting firm. Perhaps the ladies are attracted to the fact that I graduated with a 4.2, in sociology naw maybe it’s the fact that I drive a Caddy Escalade that’s white with the gold kit. Naw females can’t really be that shallow. For whatever reason it may be, I seemed to attract a lot of females and I have been feeling this want to revert back to the days when I was a player.
_____The problem with this was “wifey.” Vanessa, I just loved the way her name rolled off my tongue. Like I said my weakness is females, and Vanessa was the ultimate female. She was a femme, I was a femme but she was submissive and I was extremely aggressive. She was 5’5, 130 dark skinned with a short little Halle Berry type of cut. So you see how differences attract people, but common traits keep them together.
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_____“M to M consulting firm, this is Mya speaking, can I help you?”
_____“Hey Baby, what time are you getting off today?”
_____“Around five why?” it was Vanessa and she sounded like she had some important reason as to why she wanted to know when I got off, but truthfully I was supposed to chill with the girls tonight and go to the club later on.
_____But she continued, “ I was going to cook dinner, and wait for you to get here.” Now here’s my problem dinner or the club. Tonight the club just seemed a little bit more attractive then my fine ass girlfriend being home cooking dinner for me. So you know the drill, “Yeah that sounds good and I would love to come over and eat and relax with you but I kind of have plans with the girls.”
_____I knew she was about to blow and call me all kinds of names because I have canceled on the last five things she’s wanted to do. Don’t get me wrong I love her, but I have a thing for variety, and when I feel tied down I start to stray. But tonight was different, “Alright baby you are going to go out with your friends instead of come spend time with your girl, that’s fine have a nice time. I’ll talk to you later I love you.” before I could even gather my self from the shock of her being so cool with it to be able to tell her that I loved her too, all I head was a dial tone!
_____See the thing about Vanessa is she’s the classy type of chick that everyone wants at home waiting for them to get home from doing their dirt. Classy outside the house and freaky as hell in the bedroom. From the start of us hooking up I told her I was a freak and down to try anything once, but I never thought I could meet my match. Yeah I know your saying well why are you out chasing other chicks if you have the perfect one at home. I soon came wonder the same shit!
_____So I went to the club with the girls, and checked out all the girls in the club. Realistically they didn’t have anything on Vanessa but they were there and willing to be there all night. So we played the room as usual. You had Nikki the stud from up north that wore her heart on her sleeve and always ended up getting hurt. Nikki was a pretty girl, and possibly that’s why all the femmes wanted to be around her. Then there was Carla, she was a mean ass but the females still seemed to be attracted to her. She was known for telling a girl that she was a bitch. But Carla was chocolate and a cute girl so the femmes and studs were attracted.
_____I was chillin’ at the bar buying a perfect 10 when a perfect 10 named Roneka walked past me. Roneka was a brown skinned sistah, she was a little skinny for my typical taste but something about her tonight was pushing me over the edge. She had on gray contacts and usually chicks with contacts don’t get to me but something about Miss Roneka had me mesmerized.
_____“Hey how are you tonight?” she asked me..cute voice..cute body..cute outfit..hmmmm might be my type
_____“I’m fine, but not as fine as you.” she smiled and I smiled back. “can I buy you a drink.”
_____She replied, “No I don’t drink.” Fine then can I invite you back to my place and we can chill I said to my self. “That’s good, so what’s up with you tonight?”
_____“What ever is up with you.”
_____“Word, so you want to dip from here and get to know each other a little better.” See how sometimes I just forget about Vanessa and it’s not my fault it just happens!
_____“Yeah we can go to my place, you drive right?” so we left the club and she showed me where she lived. On the ride there we covered the basics do I have a girl, does she have a girl we both confirmed that we were single. Yes I know I wasn’t really but sometimes I forgot.
_____She had a nice cozy one-bedroom apartment. I sat on the couch and she fixed me something to drink. She walked back into the living room and lifted her skirt so she could sit on my lap. She began kissing me slowly, which was turning me on. My hands started to have a mind of their own and wonder their way up her thighs, and slowly back down and wondering their way back up. She began to grind slowly and just as it was feeling good. My cell was going off and it was Vanessa’s ring. I just ignored it and figured she would understand I was in the club and couldn’t hear it.
_____“Don’t worry about that I’ll get that later.” I said to Roneka as she proceded to grind against my pants.
_____“You have a strap on?” she asked me and I looked puzzeled as to how she could feel it, but then again she was sitting on top of it with her legs wide open.
_____“Yes I do..” I replied.
_____The phone started ringing again. Roneka stopped all the kissing and grinding she was doing and said,” You need to get that because it’s turning me off!”
_____“Hello”
_____“Where the fuck are you!”
_____Whoa she was mad at me, but what had I done? “I’m at the club.”
_____“You fucking liar I am at the club! So like I said where the fuck are you! and try the truth this time.”
_____“What’s up Vanessa.”
_____“Look I don’t give a shit where you are, just be at my house in 10 minutes and I do mean 10 minutes.” ***Click***
_____“So who was that your girl?”
_____“No it’s a chick that thinks she’s my girl”
_____“Well she didn’t sound like she was playing so I suggest you leave.”
_____Damn I hate to leave willing pussy to go get in an argument over something I didn’t even do! But I gathered my self, my thoughts and kissed Roneka, she asked me to call her once I got my shit together and I agreed.

_____Driving home from Roneka’s house angry that my girl has called me and demanded that I come home or we are over. I walk into the house and there she sat in the corner looking angry as hell. To be honest I was afraid to even walk over to her and ask what was wrong with her. But I am not a punk “So Vanessa what’s wrong baby?”
_____She looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, “LaShonda called me today.”
_____Ooooooooo hell naw, how does one of the mistresses call your wifey, you just never expect this shit to happen. See the thing with Lashonda is we quit messing around about two weeks ago after she kept saying she was having feelings and she wanted me to leave Wifey to be with her. She threatened to tell Wifey but it had been two weeks so I never thought she would actually do it! How stupid was this shit.
_____ But I was going to be cool about it, because I had no ideal what Miss Lashonda had decided to share. Not having a clue as to what was said, all I had was the aftermath of the woman that I loved crying from the pain that I had caused her. So I proceed with caution, “Well what did Lashonda say to you baby?”
_____“Don’t play fucking games with me you know exactly what Lashonda would call me for….” she stopped, and took in a deep breath.
_____“I shouldve known from jump your ass was a ho, everyone said before we even got together that you would hurt me, but I played that shit off and come to find out you have been fucking Lashonda since two months after we were together!!!!! Mya we have been together for two years!”
_____Now I have been called a player, but a ho just made it sound dirty! But she was right, I loved her but I had been fucking Lashonda on a regular for more than a year.
_____“Look Vanessa I am not going to lie to you, yeah I fucked Lashonda, but it was never anything more than that. I realized that I truly do love you and I know just what it means to be in love now. I was younger then and I am over that aspect of my life. You complete me and all I can say is that I am sorry, I love you and I can make things better.” Deeeeeppppp breath..
_____A moment of silence is just what I did not need. I stood wet from the rain, watching her, as she stood in the kitchen, in a satin camisole looking angry as hell.
_____“Get the fuck out!”
_____She didn’t cry when she said it, she looked serious and that cut down to my core as to how she could be so mean to me when I have apologized for my wrongs. What more could she want!
_____“Look I said sorry!”
_____“Sometimes sorry just isn’t good enough, you hurt me, I loved you, and you still hurt me. Fuck you Mya I want you to get the fuck out of my house.”
_____“Alright if that’s what you want I’ll give you that, but I still love you.”
_____“You don’t know what the fuck love is.”
_____I walked to the door, opened it and walked out to the pouring rain. I ran to my truck and turned on the lights only to see Vanessa in the doorway crying her eyes out. Remember when I told you that if you have the perfect woman at home waiting for you to finish your dirt why would you fool around.
_____It was in this moment that I began to rethink and regret my actions. All she wanted was for me to love her with all that I was like she had loved me for so long. But all I could do was taste the forbidden fruits and continue to hurt her.
I decided that I couldn’t leave her like that, the pain and guilt was just too much. So I jumped out of the truck and walked to her, surprisingly she met me half way. We ended up in front of her car; a Camry covered with raindrops.
_____“Vanessa baby I am so sorry for the hurt I have caused you. But don’t ever think a moment in your life that I didn’t and don’t love you. I was immature and that’s not a reason for cheating, but baby I love you and only you.”
_____“I gave you all that I was Mya, and you took that and still hurt me. That’s the worse part about this whole thing.”
I reached up and caught the tear that was rolling down her face. It’s something about the rain that makes you want to make love to the one you are in love with. But I knew that wouldn’t happen tonight so I just raised her head and began to lightly suck on her bottom lip…. She gave a little resistance for a few seconds before she allowed me to slide my tongue into her mouth.
_____We stood kissing passionately for a while. I have never wanted to kiss her so badly and for so long. Her satin camisole was soaked revealing her erect nipples, she was soaked externally and soon I’d find out internally. She stood in front of her car’s hood and I began to lay her back as we continued our kiss. I slid her camisole up to expose her bare pussy; she never fails to amaze me. I proceeded to slide her camisole up until I finally got it off of her..
_____And in front of me laid the woman I loved, nude, with her nipples waiting for to be sucked by me, and me only. I took her left breast and kissed all the surrounding area, as she resisted a little bit. Then I moved to the right side, her resistance was filled with a passionate “Take me Baby.”
_____It’s something about when a woman knows how to push your buttons that turn you on more. I took her nipple into my mouth and gave it a huge suck in ..and then released it, followed by the same suck in and release this time with a little bit of a bite following it. My love moaned in pleasure.
_____Slowly I kissed my way down her breast, to her stomach, which was wet from all the rain. She opened her legs wider and I began kissing and licking my way up her inner thighs, her moans became louder as her anticipation began to build up.
_____I held her ass in my hands to get better access to my treasure, and slowly I licked from the tip of her clit..”ooo yes baby, please don’t stop please..”
_____She begged as I began to move slowly across her pussy lips. Before I plunged my tongue into her hole and she gave my tongue a bit of a squeeze by contracting her pussy walls. Remember that freak in the bedroom I told you about? Yeah that’s the thing she does to push me over the edge.
_____“You like that huh?” she said to me.
_____I just continued to move my tongue slowly across her pussy and down to her ass. She began to gyrate to meet my tongue. I licked my way slowly back up to her clit…which seemed to have poked its head out and wanted another licking from the magic tongue but I had a different ideal.
_____ I took her clit into my mouth and began to suck, “Mya don’t stop baby ohh my God don’t stop.” I continued to suck on her clit, in and out of my mouth over and over again and just for kicks I slide my index finger into her ass. Which sent her over the edge. "Harder Mya……Harder..” I told you I liked to please the ladies, so I obliged her demands..and proceeded to suck and pump my finger harder and harder and harder until she …well…
_____“Mya, baby I’m cuming,” I heard her scream so I just kept applying that pressure that she had demanded.. And I felt her body go limp. But tonight wasn’t a night for her body to go limp, it was a night for me to reclaim and familiarize my self with what I had been missing. So I told her to flip over, and I unzipped my pants and pulled out my 9-inch strap. She was on all fours on the hood of her car, and I shoved strap inside of her.
_____“Ooo,” I heard from her.
_____“Oooo, I’m about to show you who’s pussy this is Vanessa.” With the fastest, hardest thrust I could muster up, I pumped in and out of her watching her wet ass bounce up and down made me want to go harder and faster.
_____“Fuck me,” I heard her moan lowly.
_____“Who’s pussy is this?”
_____“It’s yours ooh my god it’s your pussy.”
_____“Who do you know that can fuck you like this…”
_____“Nobody baby nobody”
_____Suddenly, I felt my body give way to the biggest orgasm. ”Ooohh yeah, let me cum inside of you baby.” Only three more hard long strokes and I was cumming along with the one that I loved.
_____“Damn Vanessa…” I said out of breath, as she got off the hood and proceeded to get on her knees and suck my strap clean. Just watching it go in and out of her mouth almost brought me to another knee buckling orgasm.
_____“Come here baby… I love you more today then I did yesterday. I am sooo sorry that I hurt you the way that I did. But I want you to know that I love you with all of my heart. And even if you don’t take me back tonight just know I will love you still.”
_____With that said I got in my truck and drove away. Away from the one that truly loved me, trusted me, and hurt by me. Checking my cell I noticed two missed calls from Roneka..so I had to return the call.
_____“Hey what’s up Roneka?”
_____“What are you doing?”
_____“Nothing why?”
_____“Why don’t you come over?”
_____“Alright I’ll be there in 10.”
_____I later found out that Lashonda called Vanessa and told her that she could prove she was messing with me by telling her what my tattoo said, “exalted” on my pelvic bone. And I truly was the best at what I did, until that day I let the ideal woman walk out of my life. Vanessa and I have never spoken again….

The End

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