_____ by Endlesslove2u

This feeling I've felt before, I feel my legs tremble, my lips shake,
for this feeling brings me fear, this flash of light is all so familiar,
I feel afraid, the rumbles in the sky frighten me, I hate the way this
feels, I feel warm all over, and my heart is broken, why, even I don't
understand, a flash comes across my window, the wind blowing at rapid
speeds, a tear drops from my eyes, what is this, why are all my emotions
running wild, my love where are you, I need you, my voice rise from a
whisper to a shout, no answer, now I am really afraid, she was just
here, laying right beside me, as the thunder continues to roll across
the sky, I sit here alone, where could she be if not standing beside me,
what could I have done wrong, now I remember, it's all clear now, it was
gloom just like now, my words struck just like lighting, I marked her,
talked about her, I even cheated on her, dangling her feelings around,
never stopping just like a roller coaster out of control, the ups and
downs, the twist and turns, the circles my love took her, never letting
up, her love begin to grow dark, the clouds are no longer moving across
the sky, for they are standing still, her face turns to dust drifting
away in the wind, she become disguised with my actions and her eyes
moisten, the tear drops fell hard from her eyes, the storm is in a mad
fiery, I don't know what to do, I pull her but she pushes away, I can't
see her any more, the rain is slowly letting up, I shouldn't still be
feeling this fear, this sadness, I hear a loud bang, lighting striking
something nearby, I open my eyes, I called to her, for I must be
dreaming, she's not here, what a fool I must be, she is the best thing
that has ever happen to me, afraid to be alone, afraid to let her go, I
must confess all my love to her, GOD let her forgive me because I just
can't bare another lonely storm.

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