I lay in my bed,
With thoughts of you running through my head.
I know everything I feel about you is real,
But it is hard for me to explain how I feel.
Yes, I do need you, yes everything I say is true.
But, what am I doing.
How can I explain how hard I am falling.
Did I say falling? Fuck falling. FELL!
Yes I fell. And I m not scared. Anyone I will tell.
You have me, all of me.
I hope this you see.
With my emotions,
I hope we aren t going through the motions&
Yeah, the motions of wasted time,
Wasted feelings, wasted EMOTIONS.

But baby don t get it twisted.
I would fucking walk to Italy, hell I would even get enlisted.
Just to be with YOU.
I don t want anyone new.
I want Jaime,
To lay in bed next to me.
Caressing me,
Kissing me,
Holding me,
Healing me,
Yeah healing me from all the times when my emotions weren t enough.
When in every relationship I had to be tough.
When I didn t have you.
Yeah you.
When I didn t have you.
I guess that s the point,
I didn t have you.
Well I love you and I am willing to be hurt if I have to,
But baby just remember everything I feel is because of you
And I do Luv U.


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