__________by Mysteree
And so I am
I am her
The girl next door
The girl you love to hate
To Hate to love
And some more
The bitch with attitude and yet so much love to give
Only been here for a minute
Only got one life to live
Yea, that's cool cuz I'm growing tired of this world
Cuz I'm sweet and moody
And I talk too often and I listen only half that much
I feel all the pressures of this troublesome world
Bearing down on my pretty little shoulders
Where colorful butterflies dance
And the sun glistens
I am brown
And white
And red
All these colors that my ancestors gave me
Not just one
So diligently seeking me
The girl that reads till dusk and writes till dawn
and sleeps till noon
Who dreams and dreams and dreams
And cries and cries and cries
And hopes and hopes and hopes
But, still I am non-chalant and cold
And warm and giddy
And funny and shy
And smart and obliviously naive
And out of control and boisterous
Everyday still searching
And everyday I am her
