__________by The Writer

Its that feeling you get form being somewhere that’s to high or a cubic space that’s to low so it doesn’t matter where you go the whole point is that you know you will soon feel a fear.

It is that anxiety you get from being around unknown society that has a mind block mentality that is always based on a mere technicality of the fact that you will soon feel a fear.

It is that hypochondriac feelings for the love of the unseen for which people don’t understand yet try to demand a command not fully developed into a man or woman who will soon feel a fear.

It’s those dark butterflies that you get from being surrounded by darkness wondering about spiritual monsters thoughts gear and wear the mind because you feel a real a fear.

It is not a religious providence or coincidence that you don’t have faith and not feeling safe there is no running to first a base because that will never be the case after this you will soon meet face 2 face a real fear.

Or could it be that you and me share more then simplicity so that you may devour the sweetest things in the lusty hours that contain the sex of mine yours and ours you cant open up to me because you feel a personal fear.

Maybe it’s the feeling from another’s stare that leaves the mind in tears the body wrapped in sheer can you hear? Or is the convo neither here nor there preciously because that person feels a real fear.

Tell me if you feel the same from the street game that has my brothas and sistahs mind strange because the language is lame now who’s to blame while collecting flames its not a shame that you will soon feel a social fear.

Or is it that you have a doubt about being cast out into the rain leaving the soul in pain to where your mind will never gain so there you will sit feeling insane because you are feeling a different fear.

Or maybe its knowing the sacrifice not willing to pay the price but in this life love cost and can be the true boss if none is taken none will be last and you will be left feeling an empty fear.

Why it must be how society and ya family intervene with ya life’s submarine while during life's dive trying to manage and stay alive with no acknowledgment or a high five because they are scared of feeling a real fear.

It has rosin again like a corrosion unprotected like a Trojan so get the hose and stay watered down don’t drown you will soon be the rose that grew from underground with a concrete fear.

Now you want to be my main friend unlike the preacher man laying hands still you stand screaming fuck the land at which you ban like cubes of sand because you are feeling a reality fear.

Look into my eyes where the truth lies as I lay because on any given day I can fall astray not ashtray because I don’t smoke but I did taste the choke before I awoke and saw the light that got me hype because your mind is my sight and my heart runs all night beating fast and slow but you will never know that I stole the show but on the real doe…I hide all my FEARS.

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