__________by Poetique
I'm kind of dazed right now
I kissed your lips and I'm kinda in a phase right now
I don't know how, but my eyes became slits right now
I can't even see into this new reality
My visual perception was more than thoughts and fantasies
I'm kinda nervous right now
I'm hesitant
So I let my hands make the compliments
I'm not sure
What it is you want from me....
See I've been lingering for a while
Said no to to fake smiles
Took a detour from those phony chicks
The ones who claimed so high
They wanted to aim
But they was a speck I ain't noticed
Wasn't trying to flow with it
Wanted me caught up, to lose focus
Rearranged in disorder
Lack of structure
Just be bold regardless
Even through this poisonous kiss
These lewd touches didn't do a damn thing
Couldn't figure out my ambigous thoughts
My remote behavior
Wanted more of my French tongue
Enticed by my lurid voice made them numb
But I didn't want any of 'em
Just another experience
They were a pass time
They missed my subliminal messages
My words were paradoxical
I refused to stay faithful to a whole bunch of liars
That wanted me and her and her
Yeah 'cause this friendship is a deep intimacy
I can't see you not in this life time with me
Bullshit!
Even though my status was on a pedestal
'Cause nobody felt the way they did
Yea I hurt a few
But I neva fucked 'em
Yea I wrote love poems
But I neva fucked 'em
Yea I may have said I love you
But I neva fucked her......
So many years passed
So many emotions passed
But none of 'em last
Some wanted to be part of the stash
A free re-entry
But I'm oblivious
For now...
I've been absorbed through her skin
Drifted into her thoughts
So I stayed
This wasn't an emotion I made
Nothing fictitous
But I am feeling dreamy
I'm kind of dazed right now
I kissed her lips and I'm kinda in a phase right now
I do know how
She made my eyes roll back
Then made her butt clap
And rubbed against my fire
The inferno that wanted to just lust
To follow my desire
Simply comply
Not just a single try
Not just a pass time to let by
But something to build on
Picked a brick from my tumbling wall
That night I laid in the dark and stalled
My mind was erratic
I thought you could practice
Through picturesque images
That evolved in my brain
I found out that...that was impossible!
That shit wasn't the same
But you were there
Next to me as real as can be
There for me to touch and hold
There for me to see what was protruding through my soul
There to warm my answeres that were cold
Softened my anger and frustrations
All I did was succumb to my temptations
My fingertips made paths on your heated body
Your moans intoxicated me mentally
Made my flower pulsate physically
I wanted feedback and you gave me plenty
I didn't want this to be just an experience
But something indented
Something implemented
Not jut a fantasy fulfilled
Through years of curiosity
I wanted your body
To uncover what was underneath
Foreplay became 12-play
And I was dropping your draws
Then I took a bite and you widened your jaw
It was unbelievable wasn't it?
When you made the bed shake...
Your high pitched voice
You spoke different languages that night
No anthro can decipher
You wanted me to go faster
As your legs spread higher
Further back!
You left yourself a victim
A victim for my vicious tongue
That was a tornado that blew through...and...in
You screamed for God to forgive you for your sins
But virgin was just another word for insanity
Future lovers can't ever be compared to me
Because I surrendered
To you and no one else I rendered
They couldn't reach my standards
Or maybe I couldn't reach theirs
Either way I didn't care
'Cause I waited
So many times I debated
But it wasn't worth it
The taste of you was priceless
I hungered for your mind
Then deep down I decided to find
More than what the outer held
I went inside...
With more than my weak hands
With more than my gadgets
I went inside...
With more than my words
With more than my eyes
I went inside...
With my feelings overflowing
My heart just kept going
And it never stop going inside
