_____by Bea Jay 2424
I've bottomed out
hit the floor hard
Why did I let things go so far
got used again for money and clothes
i begininng to think thats just how it goes
said she was a serious woman
an educated woman
then why do I have pain once again.
I 've bottomed out , my spirits are low
my disallusionment continues to grow.
woman acting like men emotionally thats wrong
using and abusing
in the name of love
she never hit me, never that
but emotionally the hits were just as bad.
why do I continue to be treated so bad.
do I pick the wrong ones as if I had a choice
mother nature please get it right for once in my life
send a strong loving woman with the right attitude and tone.
please let her be loving and not abusive to me
I've bottomed out
hit the floor hard
Im afraid of not being able to get back up.
Im stuck
