by Boovisions of you in my dreams every night
good or bad you're always in it
memories of you, I can't erase from my life
can't deal with the fact that you're not in it
separated for 3 years, but my heart still holds you
it has a grip on you but my emotions don't show
eventhough I can live my life without needin' you
somethin' about me just won't let you go
fear, maybe it's the fear that's holdin' on
the fear that I'll never see you again
you were a part of my life for so many years
now it feels like I'm lettin' someone else win
I love you but I hate you, despise you but wanna date you
my mind is confused but my heart knows what's right
I wanna hold you but can't see you, can live without you but feel
like I need you
why do I have to dream about you every single night
so many memories race through my mind
good times and bad ones, I can see them all
I loved you so much, loved you to the point of obsession
I had no clue that would be my downfall
I love you so much, but that love means nothin'
nothin' I say will ever mean a thing
you belong to yours, and I belong to mine
but we belong to each other in my dreams
