by J. B. I find myself all too often thinking about your touch
What it would feel like to have you near simply to hold
Me, console me, and never let me go.
I smile.
Smile at the thought of one day being able to feel you
In a way unlike any other, in a way that is so much more
Than what meets the eyes.
In my mind i envision your beautiful face, the pure essence
Of a real woman.
The soft, yet sexual physique of your body.
The silhouette of your sensual frame.
I smile.
Smile at the thought of you caressing your body up against
Mine; our lips connecting as our bodies move up and down
Almost in tune....damn...to the throbbing feeling we both begin
To feel.
Thoughts of you never seem to fade, they persist and linger
On into my dreams and it is there that i find myself looking in,
Almost peeking in on all the things we can do and be together
As one.
I smile.
Smile at the thought of one day all of these dreams becoming
A reality, no longer thoughts in my head, but actual memories
That we've shared.
Glancing over at the phone wishing for it to ring and be you on
The other end pouring your heart out to me, opening up and
Allowing me to see your inner soul placing all fears and inhibitions
Aside.
I smile.
Smile at the thought of our endless possibilities, if only we were
Given the chance.
The chance to be, love, and feel the presence of other's love in
Our life.
As I gaze out of the window, i start to wonder when will our time
Come?
When will we just be and not worry about anything else?
When will the love we feel for each other surpass our fears and
Soar high above the clouds, like a kite on a windy day?
When will we both realize that life without one another will be
So cold?
When will we....be?
These are the thoughts of my soul.
