by ShuggieMy tears were real.
And so was my pain.
You said you would always be there.
But every cloud holds one of rain.
I didn't realize that I had pushed you so far away.
You still requested space,
no matter what I had to say.
I'm not a bad person really I mean it.
You kept saying if I payed attention I would of seen it.
But I did, I wish I would have understood it.
You are everything to me,
I could never love you and another woman.
Other than my mother.
My fear is I don't want to push you in the arms of another,
Aggressive.
I made that easy for them,
and harder on myself.
If you ever left me completely.
I would die, no I would live.
I deserve that torture.
For not noticing your hurt.
Your withdrawel.
But I have the antidote.
I have the remedy.
The answer to your wishes.
My love, my life, my soul, and infinite kisses.
