by Blu StarI wake in tears..
I cry all day..
I cry myself to sleep..
I didn't know it was possibly for me to feel all this pain..
I've tried ignoring it but it won't go away..
I've tried thinking about it but it only makes me cry more..
Things will never be the same..
I hope you can understand that I can't be just your friend..
I can't just stand by and watch you smile and have fun, while my heart
and soul are hurting..
I can't be the one you go to when you want to gossip about crushes..
I can't keep lying to myself, saying time will make it better b/c this
heart just won't heal..
Things will never be the same..
I hope you can understand I can't be just your friend..
