__________by Her Otha Man

She says "Why can't I find the right man?"
I sigh,
"When will I stop being mistreated?"
I hear,
I just shake my head, trying to hide my saddness
I must be invisible...
I start my day with thoughts of her, actually they are only a continuation of
dreams
She says "I think this is the one"
My heart sinks, I try to be supportive
She's my best friend but also the love of my life
So some negative comments I can't control.
"He's an Asshole!" I hear later
A sigh of relief then saddness because I want her to be happy.
I must be invisible...
I go out of my way to make her feel as special as she is,
small purchases to make her smile,
the smile that melts my heart..
The twinkle in her eyes,
eyes that hypnotize me....
I've made comments expressing my love for her
BUT I must be invisible...
I hear her speak of guy after guy
knowing that its me that should be sleeping beside her
knowing that its me that would do what ever it takes to make her happy
knowing that its me that would never break her heart or mistreat her
knowing that its me that even after a hard day at work I would come home
and give her a massage that would erase her diffult day.
knowing that its me, its me..ITS ME!
but I must be invisble because I'm still single
and she still asking the questions,
that I have the answers to.
Damn.

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